Some time ago it was my turn to teach my Sunday School class so I went to Barnes & Noble in search of material to present and maybe a bit of inspiration. I found a small book that contained a lot of prayers suitable for certain themes or occasions and bought it thinking I could find some thought provoking material. When I got home I sat down to peruse my newly purchased book and turned to the index. My eyes immediately fell on the title “Confederate Soldier’s Prayer” and I knew I needed to read it first. Whether it was serendipity or providence, it was one of those magical, unexplained things that always seem to occur when you least expect it.
Why would something about a Confederate soldier hold such meaning for me? Why would a war that ended 143 years ago on Palm Sunday in 1865 at the Appomattox Court House get my attention? The simple answer is my grandfather was a Confederate soldier and fought for the South during that conflict. My father who is now 95, is one of the last living children of a Civil War veteran. For these reasons I wanted to read this prayer first. To gain insight about that period of our history.
As I read the following prayer I received much more than I expected. I received a new perspective on life and how prayer can be answered. Many times the answer is not what we expect or ask for but an answer that gives us a much fuller, richer life if we are open to receive it. I read this often and try to be more attuned to the answers I am given. Maybe it will speak to you as it has spoken to me.
Confederate Soldier’s Prayer
I asked God for strength that I might achieve, I was made weak, that I might learn to humbly obey.
I asked God for health, that I might do greater things, I was given infirmity, that I might do better things.
I asked for riches, that I might be happy, I was given poverty, that I might be wise.
I asked for power, that I might have the praise of men, I was given weakness, that I might feel the need of God.
I asked for all things, that I might enjoy life, I was given life, that I might enjoy all things.
I got nothing that I asked for – but everything I had hoped for.
Almost despite myself, my unspoken prayers were answered.
I am among men, most richly blessed.
Found on the body of a Southern soldier 1861–1865